Life report

Sorry for not updateing such a long period. I don't really have a chance to stay at home due to lots of events going on and the problem between me and my grandma so I never stay home in daytime and tried to get up as late as possible......But the overall life in Hong Kong is great. At least I can see my boyfriend two time a week at least, this is what I can never do in Mass.

Next: HTC Touch HD, please look foward to my next entry "The most expensive cell phone in my entire life".

Finally, I made the way back.

Yup, now I'm back to Hong Kong. Like I had imagine...drinking had turned to be my habit. It was so hard for me to not have alcohol for almost 2 years...

I finished all by myself, fun huh? People said my cantonese wasn't like a typical Hongkongese...nah...I'll post my typing on the plane later...

Finally, the final product

This is the gift version for Mr. G, thanks for his hard work and inspiration. If he didn't say that, I'll never have a chance to finish that.

Lyrics - My love by F.I.R (我們的愛-飛兒樂團)

回憶裡想起模糊的小時候　雲朵漂浮在藍藍的天空
Remember when we were kids, the clouds float on the blue sky.　
那時的你說　要和我手牽手　一起走到時間的盡頭
At that time you said you would hold my hand, walk to the end of the earth.

從此以後我都不敢抬頭看　彷彿我的天空失去了顏色
Since then I'm dare enough to look upon the sky, seems like my sky lose it's color.
從那一天起　我忘記了呼吸
Since that day I forgotten how to breathe.　
眼淚啊永遠不再　不再哭泣
Tears, never never cries.

*我們的愛　過了就不再回來
Our love would never turn back since it passed away　　
直到現在　我還默默的等待
Till now, I'm still waiting sliently.　　
我們的愛　我明白
I understand that our love　
已變成你的負擔
Had turned to be your burden　
只是永遠　我都放不開
Only eternally that I can't let go of　
最後的溫暖　(你給的溫暖)　
The last warmth (The warmth you given)

不要再問你是否愛我　現在我想要自由的天空
Don't ask again that are you still love me, now I want the sky with freedom　
遠離開這被綑綁的世界　不再寂寞
Leaving this binded world and not feel lonely anymore

*Repeat

Comment:
This song was sing by a famous Taiwan band- F.I.R. This song had been existed in my MP3 player for four years. The lyrics of this song are really touching and saying excactly what I'm thinking right now...

Monologue

I was searching around.
I ran till my breath chokes.
Because of you.

I only want to see you.
I only want to stay beside you.
I only want to......love you.

You are like a star far away on the midnight sky.
I wished the dawn would never arrive so I can see you all the time.
But I saw the twilight around the corner.
I cried, but you never stay for me.
The dawn was approaching and you're fading away.
I reached my hand to you but it doesn't help.

Finally, you disappeared.
Left me alone with sorrow, like a midnight sky without stars.

Comment:
Poems about love is way more easy for me to get my hand in. Can I stop thinking about him? I know it is impossible......Only ten something days left......

Note: The last sentence in second paragraph should read slower, especally the part "...love you". The third paragraph should read in rapid, without stopping. And the last paragraph should read slower.

The one who lost the way on time axis.

Time flies, never stop for anyone.
People gone, never stay for anything.
Place change, never return anytime.
Everyone keep moving forward without voice.
Everything keep changing without turning back.

We live in the present, keep looking back to the past.
Feel that the past was always the best.
But we can never go back.

Since we're living we have no choice.
We're force to move foward.
We're force to look foward.
We're force to......

Comments:
Almost time going back to Hong Kong, two years changed a lot of everything.
Can I still reconize the streets? Can I still reconize my friends?
Can I still reconize the feelings that living in Hong Kong?
Too much to worry, too much for me to solve.

Overdue...

Seriously... my project is overdue now......

I opened a can of worms... There's way too much for m to do in this two weeks...

I wanna cry......T.T