Lyrics - My love by F.I.R (我們的愛-飛兒樂團)

回憶裡想起模糊的小時候　雲朵漂浮在藍藍的天空
Remember when we were kids, the clouds float on the blue sky.　
那時的你說　要和我手牽手　一起走到時間的盡頭
At that time you said you would hold my hand, walk to the end of the earth.

從此以後我都不敢抬頭看　彷彿我的天空失去了顏色
Since then I'm dare enough to look upon the sky, seems like my sky lose it's color.
從那一天起　我忘記了呼吸
Since that day I forgotten how to breathe.　
眼淚啊永遠不再　不再哭泣
Tears, never never cries.

*我們的愛　過了就不再回來
Our love would never turn back since it passed away　　
直到現在　我還默默的等待
Till now, I'm still waiting sliently.　　
我們的愛　我明白
I understand that our love　
已變成你的負擔
Had turned to be your burden　
只是永遠　我都放不開
Only eternally that I can't let go of　
最後的溫暖　(你給的溫暖)　
The last warmth (The warmth you given)

不要再問你是否愛我　現在我想要自由的天空
Don't ask again that are you still love me, now I want the sky with freedom　
遠離開這被綑綁的世界　不再寂寞
Leaving this binded world and not feel lonely anymore

*Repeat

Comment:
This song was sing by a famous Taiwan band- F.I.R. This song had been existed in my MP3 player for four years. The lyrics of this song are really touching and saying excactly what I'm thinking right now...

Monologue

I was searching around.
I ran till my breath chokes.
Because of you.

I only want to see you.
I only want to stay beside you.
I only want to......love you.

You are like a star far away on the midnight sky.
I wished the dawn would never arrive so I can see you all the time.
But I saw the twilight around the corner.
I cried, but you never stay for me.
The dawn was approaching and you're fading away.
I reached my hand to you but it doesn't help.

Finally, you disappeared.
Left me alone with sorrow, like a midnight sky without stars.

Comment:
Poems about love is way more easy for me to get my hand in. Can I stop thinking about him? I know it is impossible......Only ten something days left......

Note: The last sentence in second paragraph should read slower, especally the part "...love you". The third paragraph should read in rapid, without stopping. And the last paragraph should read slower.

The one who lost the way on time axis.

Time flies, never stop for anyone.
People gone, never stay for anything.
Place change, never return anytime.
Everyone keep moving forward without voice.
Everything keep changing without turning back.

We live in the present, keep looking back to the past.
Feel that the past was always the best.
But we can never go back.

Since we're living we have no choice.
We're force to move foward.
We're force to look foward.
We're force to......

Comments:
Almost time going back to Hong Kong, two years changed a lot of everything.
Can I still reconize the streets? Can I still reconize my friends?
Can I still reconize the feelings that living in Hong Kong?
Too much to worry, too much for me to solve.

Overdue...

Seriously... my project is overdue now......

I opened a can of worms... There's way too much for m to do in this two weeks...

I wanna cry......T.T

Addicted to Astrophysics? The source of the name in fiction

Oh yeah, here I'm again. I'm here to say something.

I still remember the process of naming my fiction characters.
Misora was named after a place in a anime series, the reason I took the name was because the meaning of the name was beautiful.
Momoko...was named after the author(everyone knows...).
The weird ones was Nova Alastor. I was screwed of naming the teacher in vol 1 so the current verson of vol 1 the teacher wasn't named. But it turns out a big problem, if the story was in Chinese or Japanese the problem would not be so serious. The reason was, in Chinese and Japanese student would usually call the teacher "teacher(老師,orせんせい)"and not specified their last name, but in English teachers are usually specified their last name. While the vol 1 came to the end, the nameless teacher gave me a really hard time to write dialogs for him and Momoko. So I decided I must give name to the teacher in vol 2. The lucky thing was, I was reading a lot of Astrophysics articles in wikipedia(don't ask me how much I understood, I just interested and I have no idea what is calculus). Nova and Nebula always come up on the screen so I picked them up and add the last name Alastor, the god of justice in anime series Shakugan no Shana. Actually the name was really fit the story, Mr. A was a Physics teacher(of course he is a Physics(science) geek because you used someone for reference) and...
I'm gonna leak all the story plots if I keep explaining the name of Mr. A so I decided to stop explaining his name....(laugh out loud)

Btw...am I gonna spend at least five hundred bucks on grad related stuff?
Prom clothes..etc:$300+
Photos of grad diploma award:$25+
Grad party and prom tickets:$120
Oh my lord...that's my one month salary from Stop&Shop!

Writing class report...again...

29 pages had already typed in. Only 22 pages in word...

Ugh...I'm so dizzy now because of the small monitor of my little laptop.

I got distracted by a laser pen in library today at lunch. It was horrible that the kids using it and point to his friends, what kind of friend is he? Don't he know what is dangerous? I don't mind he bring it to school but please don't show it and point it to everywhere. I need to focus in my work and that was annoying! At the end of lunch I met my writing teacher at the exit of the library and told her the whole story. She asked me to told the librarian and point out the suspect. I was kind of scared because I need to point out the suspect in face. I pointed out the suspect and ran away as soon as possible. The feeling was horrible. The suspect knows I was the one who report...nahhhh...

May would be a long month for me: fiction typing, Mandarin project...ughhhhh....And I just receive the letter for graduate photo and all night grad party...also I need to make a appointment in MCC for placement test...and tomorrow shopping for prom dress......can I have one more day in a week?!

A little break

I didn't work on my fiction today, I need a little break.
Actually I was finding software to convert youtube videos to mp3, ya is mp3 because youtube got some good music but no mp3 download. It was kind of complicated, first needed to go on a website type in the video link, then use a special software(not every converting software can make it because mp4 is a video format but mp3 is a audio format, I had tried 3 softwares and that takes me almost 40 minutes) to convert it.
The quality of the sound was expected drop a little because of the format converting but not really bad...

Wanna play with the sketchbook for a while.

Finally done

The drafting was done yesterday....
Actually I wasn't so satisfied with ending B: The regret that can't be speak up.
Never mind, revise it later, but actually when I read that I really want to toss it...sigh...

Still have tons of work to catch up...

Fu#k up with the workloads

5.5 ending draft
3 sketchbook assignments
ESL worksheets
Physics packet for B block Monday(don't ask me why I have it)
Stop & Shop 4 hours(or 8 hours) working shift....

I'm totally fucked up with all of those above....